urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:envy111 My Ana Diary My Quest envy111 2006-12-06T12:30:47Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:envy111:837 VICTORY 2006-12-06T12:30:47Z 2006-12-06T12:30:47Z Well I'm doing well I think. Myself and my housemates were watching some dvd's last night, and they rang for a chinese delivery. I resisted! I didn't eat anything! I had three apples instead. Feeling proud!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:envy111:569 Hatred 2006-12-05T16:30:45Z 2006-12-05T16:30:45Z I have finally gotten to the point where I hate myself and my body. I am finally at the place where I have the courage to do something about it. I need this. I need to look and feel thin and beautiful.<br />Today<br />*Bowl of special k<br />*FOUR SLICES OF PIZZA<br /><br />I'm gonna try purge to get rid of them. I feel full and fat.